A Dream Screwed This Fangirl Up

Legit crying right now.. had a really, really amazingly good dream that Rocketshipping became canon (It was weird in the sense that Skyrim seemed to mesh with the Pokemon universe, J&J were tryina steal from what looked like Maven Black-Briar's estate, and the guards chased them and I honestly don't remember how, but one thing led to another and then they admitted they had feelings for each other) and it was really sweet and lovely and in the dream I freaked out and told eveyone I knew, my mom friend/Fandom friend mom congratulated me, Abby rolled her eyes while congratulating me, Ted patted my shoulder and nodded while making a face, Erin started cheering.
It felt sooooo real tbh.
And then I woke up and was really happy and in a great mood and then I looked at my art wall which... screwed me over happiness-wise this morning because I saw them holding hands.

I remembered they were only canon in the ETOP manga, and then I started crying. At 6:30 in the morning, I started crying cuz of my ships.

THANK YOU DREAM WORLD FOR THAT NICE 3 HOURS OF HAPPINESS BUT THE NEXT 24 HOURS OF BITTERNESS, ANGER, RESENTMENT AND SADNESS ARE A LITTLE MORE THAN I ASKED FOR.

I don't know if I'm legit sad or if it's time for anything but I do know it's time FOR THEM TO STOP BEING PANSIES AND FALL IN LOVE, DARNIT, FOR THE LOVE OF ARCEUS KISS, KISS FALL IN LOVE!